Sad Story

A Tear

A tear fall from her cheek. She looks up, the wind play with her hair and she close her eyes. Let the thoughts fly, let the feelings walk and let the wind touching her soul. She breath slowly, can't understand it, understand what is going on. She open her eyes again, looks out over the sea. The dark sea and the red sun thier soon will fade away in the horisont. Let the eyes follw a lonely lief there are keept in the wind, taken out to the sea, out in the doubtfully nowhere...
The doubtful, the doubtful there also are in her. Like the lief, there strange following the wind, she do not know what the future brings. All is full of uncertain, she do not know who she have to belive and who she have to close out. But she know one thing, things will never be like in the past, what there once was are gone, what there comes are unknown. What there is now, is black and hopeless. She sees no light, but still her eyes search for it. She will not give up, she want to see the light, see the hope.
The dark cover her small figure, the sun are gone. Back are only the sound of the sea and the quiet wind.
Now the tears flows in a still stream from her eyes, a stream whitout a end. The bad feeling in her stomack feels stronger and she feel her craf leave her, she can't hold out for more. She needs the light she search for, the light that can show her the way to the future, this unknow and mystic future. The light there makes the future warm, good and full of hope. She turns around, away from the sea, all she knows and love is past. The stream of tears stops, the sea is quiet, the wind fade away. She feel some cold on her face. Rain. The rain drop down from the lonely heaven. The rain are coming, she thinks, the rain their fade everything away. Everything their once was and make place to the future. But the memory can't fade away, memories of good and memories of bad, memories of this things that make her to be this girl she is now. She walk away, walk into the new, the new life.

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1. Jennifer Aniston 838
2. Jennifer Lopez 692
3. Marilyn Monroe 663
4. Scarlett Johansson 633
5. Reese Witherspoon 503
6. Meryl Streep 486
7. Nicole Kidman 459
8. Miley Cyrus 352
9. Drew Barrymore 332
10. Gwyneth Paltrow 300
11. Cameron Diaz 284
12. Katie Holmes 239

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Can u see jupiter in the Nightsky ?

• Jupiter is the fifth planet from the Sun and the largest planet within the Solar System. It is a gas giant with mass slightly less than one-thousandth that of the Sun but is two and a half times more massive than all of the other planets in our Solar System combined. Jupiter is classified as a gas giant along with Saturn, Uranus and Neptune. Together, these four planets are sometimes referred to as the Jovian planets.
  The planet was known by astronomers of ancient times and was associated with the mythology and religious beliefs of many cultures. The Romans named the planet after the Roman god Jupiter. When viewed from Earth, Jupiter can reach an apparent magnitude of - 2.8, making it on average the third-brightest object in the night sky after the Moon and Venus. (Mars can briefly exceed Jupiter's brightness at certain points in its orbit.
  Jupiter is primarily composed of hydrogen with a quarter of its mass being helium; it may also have a rocky core of heavier elements. Because of its rapid rotation, Jupiter's shape is that of an oblate spheroid (it possesses a slight but noticeable bulge around the equator). The outer atmosphere is visibly segregated into several bands at different latitudes, resulting in turbulence and storms along their interacting boundaries. A prominent result is the Great Red Spot, a giant storm that is known to have existed since at least the 17th century when it was first seen by telescope. Surrounding the planet is a faint planetary ring system and a powerful magnetosphere. There are also at least 63 moons, including the four large moons called the Galilean moons that were first discovered by Galileo Galilei in 1610. Ganymede, the largest of these moons, has a diameter greater than that of the planet Mercury.
  Jupiter has been explored on several occasions by robotic spacecraft, most notably during the early Pioneer and Voyager flyby missions and later by the Galileo orbiter. The most recent probe to visit Jupiter was the Pluto-bound New Horizons spacecraft in late February 2007. The probe used the gravity from Jupiter to increase its speed and adjust its trajectory toward Pluto, thereby saving years of travel. Future targets for exploration in the Jovian system include the possible ice-covered liquid ocean on the moon Europa.

• Todayas jupiter is near of the "Capricorn Constellation" :
  Capricornus is one of the constellations of the zodiac ; it is often called Capricorn, especially when referring to the corresponding astrological sign. Its name is Latin for "horned male goat" or "goat horn", and it is commonly represented in the form of a sea-goat: a mythical creature that is half goat, half fish. Its symbol is (Unicode ?).

Capricornus is one of the 88 modern constellations, and was also one of the 48 constellations listed by the 1st century astronomer Ptolemy. Under its modern boundaries it is bordered by Aquila, Sagittarius, Microscopium, Piscis Austrinus and Aquarius. The constellation is located in an area of sky called the Sea or Water, consisting of many water-related constellations such as Aquarius, Pisces and Eridanus.

Khosrow Shakibai

• Khosrow Shakibā'í Born March 27, 1944 , Tehran, Iran & Died July 18, 2008 , Tehran, Iran . He was a celebrated Iranian stage and cinema actor. He ranks amongst the most accomplished of actors of his generation.
  Khosrow Shakibai was born to Colonel Ahmad Shakibāi and Ms Farideh Khātami. His father, who was an army Colonel, died from cancer when Khosrow (called Mahmoud by family and close friends) was only fourteen. Khosrow studied acting at Faculty of Fine Arts of University of Tehran. He began his stage career in 1963 and initiated his film acting in 1982 with Khatt-e Ghermez (The Red Line), directed by Masoud Kimiai. He had played in seven feature films when the film director Dariush Mehrjui offered him the title role of Hamoun, a film that over time has achieved a cult status.
  Shakibai's performance in Hamoun marked a turning point in his career. He received a Crystal Simorgh at Fajr International Film Festival for his portrayal of Hamoun, a literary intellectual who gradually loses his touch with reality and becomes entrapped into an obsessive and destructive conflict with his estranged wife whom he deeply loves. Shakibai played also in some major television series. He won a Crystal Phoenix for Kimiā (The Philosopher's Stone) (1994) directed by Ahmad-Reza Darvish.
  Shakibai found also a considerable following for his voice, brought about through publication of the recordings of his readings of poems by such luminaries of the modern Persian poetry as Forough Farrokhzad and Sohrab Sepehri.
  Shakibai is credited for helping to raise the stature of performing arts in Iran by the end of the 1980s, when the authorities in charge tended to neglect this area of cultural activities.
  He married twice. From his first marriage with the actress Tānyā Joharí he has one daughter named Poupak, and from his second marriage with Parvin Koush'yār one son named Pouryā.
  Khosrow Shakibai died at 6 am on July 18, 2008, of liver cancer in Pārsiān Hospital in Tehran. Earlier it had been reported that Shakibai's death had been a consequence of his heart failure. Parviz Jāhed in an article with the title The Play is Over (Bāzi tamām shodeh ast), published by Radio Zamāneh (dated July 19, 2008), refers to Khosrow Shakibai's severe dependency on drugs and suggests that Shakibai's premature death is likely to have been precipitated by this dependency. It has further been reported that on October 5, 2007, Khosrow Shakibai had been admitted to a hospital for suffering from diabetes, however on his explicit request the press had withheld this information from public.
  On Sunday, July 20, 2008, the body of Khosrow Shakibai was laid to rest in The Artists Section of Behesht-e Zahra Cemetery in Tehran. His funeral procession began at 9 am from Vahdat Hall (Tālār-e Vahdat), Hafez Street, in Tehran.
  

Cry For Nothing . . .

اروم برمیگردم نگاه می کنم اره داره میره نمی دونم کجا فقط می دونم داره منو تنها میذاره هیچ کاری نمی تونم بکنم فقط می تونم اروم رفتنشو نگاه کنم اشک های غربت بریزم که شاید اروم بشم .کاش می تونستم التماسش کنم که بمونه ولی حتی این قدرتم ندارم
به نقطه ی رفتنش نگاه می کنم یاد گذشته می افتم به یاد اینکه چه زود اومدو چه زود رفت که چه زود تونست قلبمو به تسخیر در بیاره و به این فکر می کنم چرا اومد اومد عذابم بده خودت جوابمو بده خسته شدم اینقدر از خودم پرسیدم به جوابی نرسیدم .
من تو را میجویم
در پس شاخه سرخ
پشت زیبایی باران حضور
ته ان کوچه باریک دلم .

پی تو می گردم
پی احساس لطیف عشقت
لیک چشمان من اکنون گویی
قفل دروازه این قلبم را
به نگاه گرمت
نا گهان باز نمود .
پی تو می گردم
پی نجوای خدا
پشت ان سرو بلند
پشت خار تردید، پی امساک قناری
پشت آن آبی دریای خدا
من تورا می جویم
روی پرهای خیال
روی تنهائی خورشید غریب
همه جا در پی تو
و به دور از نخوت
و به دور از تردید
پی تو می گردم
و خوشا آن لحظه های ناب که
تا ابد بر قلبم
بر وجود و جانم
رد پای مهرت
جریان خواهد داشت.

Alone with friend in mind

کاشکی دوستت نداشتم
آن وقت می تونستم مغرورانه از کنارت رد بشوم بدون
این که نیم نگاهی به تو داشته باشم
کاشکی دوستم داشتی
آن وقت زمانی که با تو حرف می زدم به چشمانم نگاه
می کردی نه به لبانم...
کی می گه:اگه بری عشقت راهم می بری؟
تو رفتی و هر روز دیوانه تر شدم
برای شنیدن زنگ صدات
سنگینی نفسهات
و

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